Pesky Flies with Bow and Arrow

"Penitent- Feeling or expressing remorse for one's misdeeds or sins"


Once I stood alone so proud

held myself above the crowd

now i am low on the ground.


From here i look around to see

what avenues belong to me

I can't tell what ive found.


Now what would You have me do

i ask you please?

I wait to hear.


The mother, and the matador,

the mystic, all were here before,

like me, to stare You down.


You appear without a face,

disappear, but leave your trace,

i feel your unseen frown.


Now what would you have me do

I ask you please?

i wait to hear

your voice,

the word,

you say.

i wait to see your sign

would i

obey?


I look for you in heathered moor,

the desert, and the ocean floor

how low does one heart go.


looking for your fingerprints

i find them in coincidence,

and make my faith to grow.


Forgive me all my blindnesses

my weakness and unkindnesses

as yet unbending still.


struggling so hard to see

my fist against eternity

and will you break my will?


Now what would you have me do

i ask you please?

i wait to hear

your voice,

the word

you say

i wait

to see your sign

could i

obey?


I know this song's been here once before... But somehow, songs of the moment always have a scary way of reflecting out feelings.

Some feelings are very like a precious flower. They should be nurtured, protected and cared for.

While some feelings are like weed. They need to be plucked out and throw into a raging fire.

Like this song

Blowing Kisses in the Wind- Useless, Worthless thing to do, Supposedly a Romantic Gesture- but then again, romance exists only in movies and songs. It's dumb and it makes people go dumb.



So tell baby tell

Your true heart

Say what you say

When youre all alone
Im trying

Trying to try

And feel you

And see if I see

Im feeling alone

And all I want is

To get through

So baby, youd see that the

Way youre leaving me

It wont do

Its like im...


Blowing kisses in the wind

Giving you love that you

Havent been given

I cross my heart

And hope to die

Im only wishing youd

Love me like i

Blowing kisses in the wind

Waiting, waiting, waiting

Waiting for you is

Like blowing, blowing kisses


So please baby, please

Release me

If time after time

Your hearts growing cold

Im saying

If you dont believe

In believing

Then how could true love

Ever be so

And all I want is

To get through

So maybe youd see that the

Way youre leaving me

It wont do

Its like im


Like Im like blowing kisses

Im some-biddy-bum-bum

Like Im blowing kisses

And all I want is

To get through

So maybe youd see that the

Way youre leaving me

It wont do

Its like im


Like Im blowing

Kisses in the wind

Like Im blowing

Kisses in the wind

Like Im blowing

Kisses in the wind

Waiting for you us

Is like blowing,

Blowing kisses

And as for the pix... I could do better. I could do worst. Much, much worst.