Must Everything Be Yes and No

In a world full of colours, some people still dwell on black and white, wrong and right, yes and no... It's a boring place to be here.

Whatever happened to the promised space?

I received a couple of text messages today, yesterday, last week. Not from the same person. I got them from different person. It's like if you don't do this and that, I'll do this and that to you. It's pressing. It's selfish and it's just plain silly. I'm not saying this just for the ones who are reading, because they're not the only ones. I am sick. I am tired of people. I just need some peace and I need it now. I need time to think and rethink about the next move.

So forgive me if I don't answer calls and reply text messages.

Just want to share a little bit of what I'm listening to right now. It's Let's Go to Bed by The Cure. Because that's where i want to be now. I'll be going after I finish typing this.

i'm shaking like milk
turning
turning blue
all over the windows and the floors
fires outside in the sky
look as perfect as cats
the two of us together again
but it's just the same
a stupid game

but i don't care if you don't
and i don't feel if you don't
and i don't want it if you don't
and i won't say it
if you don't say it first

you think you're tired now
but wait until three...
laughing at the christmas lights
you remember
from december

all of this then back again
another girl
another name
stay alive but stay the same
it's just the same
a stupid game

but i don't care if you don't
and i don't feel if you don't
and i don't want it if you don't
and i won't play it
if you don't play it first

you can't even see now
so you ask me the way
you wonder if it's real
because it couldn't be rain...
through the right doorway
and into the white room
it used to be the dust that would lay here
when i came here alone

but i don't care if you don't
and i don't feel if you don't
and i don't want it if you don't
and i won't say it
if you don't say it first

doo doo doo doo
let's go to bed!
doo doo doo doo
let's go to bed!


Note to Self: There's no point in taking todays' baggage into tomorrow.

Another note: Fook, as I was sitting infront of my pc just now... A stupid flying roach flew into my living room, landed on my feet and crawled up my track bottom. Sheesh... Last time it was a kitten, now a roach... So many animals wanna get into my pants...