22 July 2007

11 days pass my 11th sweet 17 birthday...

Still waiting for my wish to come true. Still nothing happened.

Well, something happened, but, being a greedy, green eyed jealous human and a red blooded man, I WANT MORE!

Yes, I want more. It's something that money cannot buy. I wont mention it here though.

What I did today- Woke up super-early, took my time and went to work late, work-mumbling things, fooked up the cd player, finished work, said goodbye to the office people for like 20 times and finally leaving the office after 2 hours after I finished my work. Bought nasik kandaq, it was rained like mad at that time. Reached home and stripped. Wanted to sleep so bad but afraid terlajak as I have another round of work at 10pm.

Made a few calls.

Made a big cup of coffee, extra sweet with extra creamer. It was raining.

Stop at Awes' daughter birthday bash for a bowl of mee kari. Still raining.

Went to work. I actually enjoyed myself tonight. After work stayed to do the quotation with Ms. Sufina. Done. On the way home, made another call. Reached home. Stripped. Sat infront of the PC and update my blog.

So what shall we do now? Hmm...

Let's see what my horoscope says today.

July 23, 2007

Your indecisive phase is continuing today, and it might frustrate a few people.

Is this matter really as urgent as you believe? The truth is that you have more time (and more options) than you think. Investigate all the possibilities, no matter how unrealistic or outlandish you think they are.

Note to self:

If it's real, it'll still be there no matter what.

Yeah, but waiting is like, well, waiting. It's boring, it's lonely. It's mentally draining. Mental exhaustion is worst than physical exhaustion.

I know.

Maybe I should go out alone more. Meet new people. Yeah, that'll do me good. I need to get out of here. A week alone in Cameron Highlands would do me good. Anywhere looks good from here and now.

Seriously.