Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Five Months of Pure Ecstacy and Some Torture



It's the fifth month of my relationship/relationshit with A. We didn't really say it when it all began and now it feels like the end as we're both so very extremely busy with our carreer... Right! Such a lame excuse...

Anyway, latest update on my life... I cleaned the house. Bought a coffee table for two (now am storing away the other chair as I don't think I'll be needing it), bought 2 bedside lamps with bedside tables, bought a huge mirror, called maids to clean the house and just now, I bought myself a new wallet and a painters' set to keep me busy- just living a normal guys' life.

My pc broke down.

My love life is falling apart but that's nothing new. You win some, you lose some.

I sent my pc to the shop and they recovered all my old old files. That's the winning part... Anyway, nothing new. I can't imagine living for a thousand years like this. Too static. Am going crazy.

As I said earlier on, when it all began we didn't actually say "relationship starts now", so I guess it doesn't matter if there's still something, if anything left to save. i'm not holding on, I'm not letting go. I think I'll just let it be.

Song for the moment: Roxettes' The Sweet Hello and Sad Goodbye.

Red like fire was the day i met you.

I tell you now, there are no regrets.

In this room there are many memories.

Some are good, some i try to forget.

I thought we were the chosen ones,

Who were supposed to fly.



We're very much the same, you and i.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Still waiting to get hurt, time after time.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

When love lies in our hands, we seem to run and hide.

And i can't help but wonder why.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.



My heart was like a runaway train, babe.

I don't believe i've ever felt more alive.

In this room i hear voices linger.

We never talked about the price.

You know you're not the only one,

Who knows how to cry.



We're very much the same, you and i.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Still waiting to get hurt, time after time.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

When love lies in our hands, we run away and hide.

And i can't help but wonder why.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.



We're very much the same, you and i.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Still waiting to get hurt, time after time.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

When love lies in our hands, we run away and hide.

And i can't help but wonder why.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Goodbye.



The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

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