Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Me the Robot

This happened on monday. The reason why the conty phone rang like mad. I didn't know what to call it at that time though I've been saying its name over and over again but I know for sure it's not a solar eclipse. Now I know it's called a halo. Halo as in you pick up the phone and say... HALO? You'll have to laugh at that one. The joke's on me. If you don't, I'm sorry for you, you must lead a boring life.

I've been busy, busy, busy lately.

Working, working when I'm not working. when I'm not working when I'm not working, of course there's the house chores waiting for me at home. Then when I'm done, there's the matter of the heart, mind, family, friends, casual friends, potential friends, admirers, potential clients. Ok. I'll stop now.

Anyway, the function dat almost gave me heart attack went on smoothly, now, crossing my fingers for the payment. Sighs. I went there with Ms. Halinas' Mom. She's cool to give me all the moral support I needed at that time. She's cool.

Got my new plants dat day. 1 N. gracillis, 1 D. paradoxa, 1 D. indica, 1 big P. primuliflora, lots of small ones and few n. benstonei seed pods. Will post the pix soon when the plants confirm survive ler.

Anyway back to the vitamin M issue, someone told me that one cannot have enough money, no money how much one earns a month. Right! I can say that's true through my own experience.

So you work and work and work. Earn money. Money plus more money equals happiness. Is that true? I dont think so. You can be broke and happy and you can earn thousands a month and not be happy. Yes, you can be broke and miserable too. I know I sound like myself contradicting myself.

So I am confused.

Anyway, while I'm typing this, I received a text message from a friend, saying- "Sorry, I don't have mood tonight, i don't know why. Good Night". Erk? Man-o-pause.

I am depressed for no reason lately, now I'm still depressed with work. At least now, I'm depressed with reason. See, my mom said there's always a good side of things, even the bad things that happen. Ada hikmah. So I can blame work as the cause of my depression. Seriously i love my job. I talk, you listen. I play songs, you like you listen, you don't like, turn off the radio. easy kan?

It's not work that's making me depressed and angry and wanting to break things. It's the people I work with. Not all, but some of them.

So I just write this down and forget about it tomorrow. Speaking of tomorrow, cuti 2 hari you... So nice... Wake up late. Go to bed late. Do some gardening, do laundry. Sighs. no cuti is really a cuti ler. Depressed again. Adei!
My horoscope yesterday says August 08, 2007

If you feel sluggish this morning, don't worry. High energy is coming your way.
Take a step outside your comfort zone and see what happens. You might surprise yourself as well as your coworkers or family -- and things might just take a turn for the better afterward! It's worth a shot.

My friends' horoscope yesterday says August 08, 2007

Someone will get moody if they don't get what they want -- but it won't be you. (Eleh! Paku dulang serpih...)

You're filled with positive energy and ready to start talking with that one person who seemingly can't be reached. (Dalam nada comel memberitahu- Hehehe... I left my phone under my car seat, the car was parked downstairs, can't find the keys, had a headache, that's why i can't answer the phone...)


You can find a way. Remember, you can get pretty sneaky when you need to, and they can only hide for so long! (Erk?)


My horoscope today says August 09, 2007


It's a good day to be assertive about what you think and what you want from others.
You're in touch with something deep within you that feels incredibly real. All that good energy can't lie, and you may very well exceed your wildest expectations when it comes to your love life!


My friends' horoscope today says August 09, 2007
Your finances are up in the air now, so play it safe and hold on to your cash.


Your mindset is perfect for thinking about financial situations, so see if you can clear away distractions and really get a handle on your home or business cash flow. Things should settle down pretty soon!


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