Hot Gets a Little Cold

Just got home.

Tired.

More frustrated than tired.

I got a lot to say but don't feel like saying things.

It's like pleasure-pain-pleasure-pain thingy. It's like ciggies. It's bad. I know it's bad, but still I smoke.

I got into a street car racing earlier tonight. Some crazy chick in tudung driving an Unser...

Almost lost control of the car, she's good. I imagined if I'd ever find myself wanting to marry, I'd marry someone like her. Which explains why I am still single.

Anyway, I dont feel like saying anything tonight.

Temptation. Consent under false pretense or issit pretence? Denial. Frustration.

I better go shower and hit the bed.

Langkawi is so hot today.

Headache.

I'm lonely.

Kejap nak jiwang sat... Ahem...

People say that love would set me free, but I'm still a prisoner of your love.

Tepuk dahi and starts nyanyi lagu Setelah Aku Kau Miliki by Shima.

Maybe Starbux Apple Juice causes people to be extra sensitive... Heh? Extra Sensitive? Sounds like condom label only.

There... All of the main points of my story today in riddles... While taking time to decipher this... How bout me sharing the song I'm listening to while pounding away... At the keyboard... Tu mula nak blue ler tu...


Black Mamba by The Academy Is...

We've got one chance to break out
And we need it now
'Cause I'm sick and tired of waiting
Sick of this fucking apartment

Love me or leave me or rip me apart
This is the voice that I was given and
If you don't like it take a long walk
Off of the shortest pier you can find
And I'll be singing it out I'll be singing...

Oh, Mr. MagazineI never wrote one single thing for you
Or your so-called music scene
You don't mean a thing to me

Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up, you need it too
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up

When they review the debut
What if the critics hate you
Don't worry cause they
Might just catch somebody off their feet

Well they can love it or leave it or rip it apart
We're living what we're singing
So I guess that's a step in the right direction
Clever composition and the honesty, honesty

Oh, Mr. Magazine
I never wrote one single thing for you
Or your so-called music scene
You both mean shit to me

Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up, you need it too
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up

So save your breath and the money you spent
Go work in retail and spare the suspense
Just don't take chances on anything at all
Anything at all
So afraid of anything that may not come that easy
Too afraid of anything you may not have seen before
So afraid of anything that may not come that easy
Too afraid of anything that may not...

Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up, you need it too
Pick it up, pick it up, what you wanted
Pick it up, pick it up

So save your breath and the money you spent
Go work in retail and spare the suspense
Just don't take chances on anything at all
Anything at all
So save your breath and the money you spent
Go work in retail and spare the suspense
Just don't take chances on anything at all
Anything at all