I think, we humans have 3 modes of living our lives... Maybe more... But there are 3 main modes... The first one is surviving... We go to bed, maybe have sex before, it could be a good humping session or a routine quickie (tweak left nipple, tweak right nipple, lube some opening and poke, pull repeat until done... Duh~ Boring!), then we wake up, get dressed, go to work, day in, day out...
Secondly, we grow... Be better than what we are today. We can try. If we did not succeed, we failed, but we tried. The consolation is the knowledge that we tried.
Then there's the question of being who we really are, doing what we really want to do.
Some people live their lives according to plan. They have everything on an imaginary list. From A to B then C... Some even have them on actual paper, or for tech savvy dudes and chicks, inside their PDAs, Smartphones etc...
While some live their lives by the minute.
No promises, no commitments, just go ahead and do what you want to do.
That'll be nice.
So it all boils down to... Do you want to live your live so structured, so organized until there's no room for surprises or do you want to be as unpredictable as you want to?
I think I am living somewhere in between. No it's time to choose. Living in survival mode versus Living and growing. I know what I'm yearning for. I want the unknown. This year hopefully I'll figure that one out without anyone telling me what to do.
Another name... Another life to live.
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