Busy Day... Got Plans to Get Busier... Voice Almost Gone... More Iced Water... More Ciggies... Please...

Me: Trying out the most expensive baju that I've bought with my own money in years...

A stageful of rich kids...

No matter what people say, I AM NOT STARING AT HER BOOBIES (tho they are nice boobies)!

Another one. Why is it when the ladies wear a low-cut dress gravity effects the eyes of the guy talking to them?

Bad la u guys... Actually I was helping this dear lady from Bolivia. Her camera got stuck when she wanted to snap my photo (reasons, UNKNOWN)

I'm Sharing Something Here...

Few painful moments in life compare to the heartbreak of discovering that we have been betrayed by the ones we love. And sometimes how we find out is the worst part of the discovery.

If love is an art, then so is the practice of finding devious ways to strike back at those who have betrayed us in love.

More simply, fear not the vengeful lover, a man's worst enemy is himself.

Very Much Needed: Some Pleasant Distraction.

Have you ever feel that you're losing grip of everything?

Feels like life is a slippery eel in a tub of soap water, trashing about while you're trying to hold it (for what ever reason, there is).

It's like baking a cake, you stir hard, you put all the best ingredient at the right measurement, then you take your chances in the oven. Sometimes the cake comes out superb, sometimes...


My baby's leaving me.

If that's true, then that's why I love my baby in the first place. A free spirit. Unaffected by outside influences. Unpredictable.

Life's never boring with my baby. If it's true.

If it's just a joke, it's gone too far... But I'll take that as a pleasant distraction as right now, my life is somewhat like this ____________________________________________________

Such a straight line.

Like calm weather before a storm.

I hope there's double rainbow on the sky when this ends.

I'm yearning to do something new, but too lazy to venture outside my comfort zone. This is bad.

Pix: Damn Huge Cicak (Tokay Gecko) Invaded My House A Few Nights Back.

This big-ass cicak is nippy... Seriously, never saw a cicak so prone to biting like this one. It's like a bulldog in cicak disguise. Siao... It barks like a puppy. It shits a motherload of shit the size of almonds... It's bluish gray with white and orange spots.

I'm Broke and a Little bit Peeved but I'm Happy... I Think.

I went back to my hometown, I brought back my mom, my sister and niece and nephew to Langkawi.

I'm broke. I did charity in SP. I'm broke. I was behaving like a good boy in SP. I'm broke. I dono la what happened (car repair exceeded my budget, not good in Maths... Never was...) I'm fookin' broke!

Anyway, I've endured a total house make-over (sighs) and raids on my tabung (sighs)... Took them for a ride on the Langkawi Cable Car... Got Pix... Got Vids (vids coming soon... Can't post em here now becos my mom will kill me if I do... Wait until She's back in SP lo...)

Me (keeping my cool walaupun dalam hati... Gayat siot!!!!)

Me on the suspension bridge... (still panicking becos later kena naik cable car to go down)

Me and my mom (dua-dua muka pucat... Hehehe...)

Rombongan Mak Cik Yah (from left to right... Nephew-Solihin, Niece-Shajarodtuddur, My Sis-Zuraidah, My Mom)

Today kena kerja plaks, lepas tu nak balik SP... Stay 2-3 hari...

Kopak... Camana nak buat lo? Nak mintak kat Abah, harus kena piat tinga (walaupun tak piat tinga... Malu wooo... dah umo 30 mintak duit kat abah... Mana nak letak muka?)

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All the Mistakes I've Done... I'm Only Being Human

I've been here and unhappy, I've been there, I was unhappy too, so I moved.

I was happy here for a while, then I was unhappy again. So I decided to go back, to see if I could be happy there. I didn't find what I'm looking for. Then I decided to sit myself somewhere I'd feel safe, taking time to think. What am I looking for. I don't know.

So I continued looking. Here, there, everywhere. What I've found, I thought was the thing that I've been looking for. That was what I believed before I changed my mind. I'm still searching for my happiness.

Aren't we all?

Another Day... could've Been Better doh...

I'm abit annoyed with my life. The End.

Been Busy... So Many Things to Say... No Time to Write...

The 12th General Election was a nightmare during office hours...

8 March 2008 (Morning)

I woke up feeling refreshed at 8, left to work at 11, worked from 12pm-3pm.

Was sabotaged big time when during my working time the computer and printer was not working. Damn! Then went back but didn't sleep as I kena kerija lagi at 3 in the morning...

9 March 2008 (12.01 Midnight)

I listened to Ms. Lynn and Ms. Leos' session... They were cool. So I kena buat something hotter than what they did la...

2.15am
I arrived at the office.. Lepaking and showing off Mr. Lembu (my bantal bucuk at the office...)

06.05am
The show ended. It was hot... Had a great time with Mr. PKZ. Then we had breakfast with Ms. B(oss). it was sunday so it was supposed to be my off day. When I reached home, it was almost 8 in the morning (that's 24hrs without sleep for me)...

08.00 am
Because of it was a sunday and I was not supposed to work, I layan my DVDs la...

12.34pm
Was about to tarik selimut when the phone rang and Mr. Sugu called asking me to ganti someone at 3pm... Siao!

3pm
In my heart I was singing... La la la la.. Hari-hari kerja la...

7pm++
Reached home, parked my car then the phone rang... Ms CT Hanim and Ms. Ina Gomok ajak makan pizza... Since they ajak, they belanja... Pix...

Ms. Ina having breakfast for dinner... That's a Jumbo Sausage at Pizza Ria... It's big, thick and juicy (for a sausage). I always ordered this for breakfast. It's nice... But some how when she ordered that... It looked kinda sorta sexually-suggestive... Muahaha...

TAMAT!

11 march 2008.

10++pm

Had a guest at home... Watched DVD together, but cannot pay attention much to the guest nor the DVD, akit gigi siot! Last resort... Halau the guest and locked myself dalam toilet (I dont know why i locked myself in the toilet... I'm living alone... No point to lock the toilet... Duh~).

Smoke like mad, cannot tahan liao...

Someone said, toothache is even more painful than giving birth... i tak tau... Tak pernah give birth, no plans to do it... Physically not possible to do it... Muahaha... tapi I tau sakit gigi sakit hamat! Then.... Tada!

The cause of my pain these past few years... It would've set me back RM240 just to have some chick with a kinky chair to poke me with some needle, slice a bit of my gum and pluck it out...

I was in pain at that time, so the dentist would've said- No cannot cabut the gigi when sakit...

Fook it! I mean, why should I pull out my tooth when I'm not in pain??? I swallowed 2 pain-killer pills and some of "my secret recipe" and grabbed a pair of rusty pliers and pull it out ala2 the scene in Wild Thing.

I'm dumb-founded how something so small can cause so much pain...

Earlier today I met with an old friend... Not quite... But anyway... We chatted kat parking bawah rumah I.

He made me think about two things...

He said, it is cheaper on the long run to pay for sex rather than to maintain a spouse/girlfriend/boyfriend... Is that true?

I think, it doesn't matter what I think... Duh~

He also said, one will not be a homosexual when one have sex with a person from the same sex if there's money involved... Is that true?

Gasps, chokes, clears throat... I can't help myself but but to think-Is that an invitation?

I dono... But I remember a song by Meja... It's all about the money... It's all about the dum dum da di dum dum...

I'm going to bed... Night night world...

P/S: I didn't get the old restaurant on top of Gunung Raya (yet!). Some rich dude rented the whole area from LADA. But it's OK. Somehow something inside of my perfectly shaped head keeps on saying "It's just a delay... Not a denial... Be patient..." over and over again.

Remember what happened between My Baby and I? It's a case of "If you wish for something often enough, that thing will happen (so becareful what you wish for!!!)"

I'll be going out of this island very very soon... My court case's on the 18th, Larson's getting married (sighs) on the 15th. Most probably I'll be sending my car on the 15th, going back on the 16th. Duit lagi... Adusss...

In case some of the readers (I know there are quite a few text voyeours out there reading this) might have noticed... My posting is not as a personal as it used to be... Good... Because starting from now on... What happened behind closed door will remain behind closed door (even if the tingkap is open at that time...)

Muahaha... what to do? I lead and interesting life or so I like to think....

Fear factor

That's my dinner tonight. Fish and chips (changed the chips or fries to mashed potatoes as fries are oily and oil adds useless callories and fat to my diet tho).

It's not going to stay long inside my tummy as I am going to throw up shortly after eating it (puke break!)

And puke I did. Green, red, and yellow. Just Like traffic light.

RM9.90 for something to make me throw up.

Should've used my fingers to induce vomiting instead.

We all got to face our fears some time.

Anyway, I'm happy.

p/s: I have a pix of my puke inside the toilet bowl... But I'm too classy to post such classless pix.

A Day Well-Spent...

Shah came to Langkawi. With his fiance. I'm happy for him. Last time I remembered telling his parents when they asked me, when am I getting married? I'd always say- After Abang Jan kawen... Hmmm... Now that he's getting married, I can't use that lame excuse anymore.

I went makan with him and his fiance. She's cool. I had a good laugh when I spilled the beans on some of Mr. Shahs' habits to his fiance... He cubit-ed me under the table... SIAO! But seeing him so happy, it kinda makes me feel lonely. I guess. Because everybody seems to have somebody to love.

I only have myself.

I'm alone.

I only have myself to blame.

So I was feeling bored. I wanted to do something crazy. I called Ms. Mirinda and asked her out, but she was busy. It's OK.

Then I realised... Maybe Mad wanted to join... So I called her... I literally kidnapped Ms. madonna from the office and drove up Mount Raya. About 100 meters up, a big rat snake crossed the road... It was like 7-8 feet long. It was big. Too bad we didn't have the camera ready.

So we drove up there. We chatted. Idle chat. Nothing in particular. Just trying to forget. Then the song "Time" by Tommy Page was on the player... (Sighs)...

Anyway it was so cold up there. Mad is cool for a friend.

So before I get bored typing and you get bored reading...

Pix...

Me... Trying to be artistic with my point and shoot camera.

This is where I'm going to live. Hopefully, in the near future...

The reason why I want to stay there so badly... Nice view eh?


The smiling kidnap victim- Ms. Madonna John.

Me... Looking like somebody...

Me... Looking half-way like somebody and myself.

Me and my other baby.

Be thin by my birthday, or die trying right?