I Often Ask Myself... Am I That Lucky

This relationship between me and A happens because of mishaps...

One after another, we grew closer and closer.

Now I think it's time to move on to the next phase. Maybe whatever that we have now will grow into something more... Maybe it'll cool down and melt and seeps through the holes in our lives...

Maybe.

I'm beyond that "What If" phase. Now it's "If I Let Go Of This, Will It Still Be There?" phase.

Things changes. From good to bad to good and back. Nothing into something, then maybe into something else.

My birthday wish has come true.

So now what?

So now I'm going to sit back and wait and see and maybe I'll risk losing A. I think if you love someone, you should let him or her free.

Song of the moment (although this one's a wee bit old, it has been with me since late 90s)





Kita bertemu

Di batasan waktu

Mengenal ertinya rindu

Indah menyatu

Kasih mu kasih ku

Di bawah awan setuju

Cinta yang ku dambakan

Sekian lama

Kini datang mengisi halaman

Menghidupkan kembali

Ruang nan sunyi

Kau yang memberi

Kau menghiasi

Hidup seindah mimpi



( korus )

Ke sayup bintang ku lepaskan

Segala resah di jiwa bersama mu

Ingin daku mengecapi bahagia

Ke sayup pandang ku letakkan

Harapan yang bermakna

Kau yang ku cinta

Kau yang bertakhta

Kau segalanya

Di mata dan hati ini



Indah cintamu

Seindah pelangi

Setelah rintik gerimis



Aku lena menyusur

Hari berganti

Tidak ingin lepaskan kau pergi

Kaulah kerlipan sakti

Yang menyinari

Moga abadi

Terus bersemi

Hingga ke akhir nanti



( ulang korus 2X )

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