A stupid question...

Earlier today, well, my day went as usual... Maybe exciting for some people... But for me it's boring with a capital B. I went to send Kak CT to work, stay at home and didn't do anything at all. Called A, but as usual... short conversation.

Went out makan with Ms. Sufina and Ms. Mirinda. Went to Pantai Cenang to buy some secondhand books with Ms. Mirinda- The title of one of the book she bought was wonderful- The Adultery Club. How sweet.

Came home, called A, again... The conversation was cut short, a few text messages and we ended up fighting... Again... Hmm...

Now I'm in a Is-It-Worth-It-Phase.

Anyway, somewhere in between I was asked by someone who shall never be named- You , know you're going to die right? (Nods) Everybody dies, so what is it that you want to tell the world, your public statement, your excuse, whatever you want to call it, for the live/your time here?

So as I was doing everything I listed as what I did today, my brain was working extra hard to come up with an answer to that question...

"I was born, I grew up, I hated, I loved, I was hated, I was loved, I lived and so I died. I have nothing profound to teach the world."

There... I think that sums up everything for now...

As for the matter of the heart... hmmm... I'm going to bed.