Arggghhh... High Tide... High Tide...

Me in my best trademark pose (Note the innocent eyebrow thing)

"The Older Brother Pix"

Me in my garang pose... Just before I cleaned the house and did the laundry... Didn't feel like doing the dishes yet... Lantak la... The joy of staying alone...

Me after cleaning the house, doing the laundry and hanging them to dry, kemas katil (waiting, anticipating errr... something...), Basuh bilik mandi, sapu sampah luar dalam... Peluh siot... Note the hidung in kembang mode... Bangga sial dengan pencapaian hari ni...

"The Younger Brother Pix"

Me after all the dirty works and after washing my face...

Ensem kan?

Kisahnya...

I used to say that I stayed because, it is worth the wait...

I wished for something... It happened (more than once... I might add... It was good... No... It was great!!!)

I want more...

So I waited... Nothing happened...

I waited somemore... Still nothing happened...

Finally... Yesterday... It happened... I wished it didn't happen that way... I wished it didn't happen at all... I thought when we sacrifice the quantity, the quality of it will go up up... But on the contrary, DUH!

To keep this post as U-rated as possible... Let's just say "It left me hanging..." The reason why I'm still up at 0115hrs...

Arghhh... High Tide! High Tide!

And today is my moms' birthday... Happy Birthday Mak!

Walaupun orang tak balik setahun lebey dah... Orang ingat kat Mak... Orang tau... kalau orang teringat kat Mak, itu tandanya Mak pun tengah ingat kat orang... Kan? (Uwaaaa.... Nak balik kampung... Nak bawak my mom gi makan steak... Anyway, untuk mengurangkan rasa bersalah sebab setahun lebey tak balik kampung... I wired some money to my sister... For my moms' birthday...)

Me... Moments before I got out of bed to type this... Do I look like I'm deprived of something? Anything?

YES! I AM!

Note the katil with the red bedsheet... Nampak sikit je disebalik rambut I on the left side of the pix...

Such a lonely place... Should've bought a waterbed so I can call it "Lake Placid"....

Argh!!!!! High Tide! High Tide!


p/s: Mind the lights... I burned my bulb (betul ke penggunaan tatabahasa ni? Rasa cam tak betul je... Lantak aaaa... This ain't a vocabulary and grammar blog... I ain't no English teacher, tho some of my close friends are, and they read this blog... U wan grammatically-correct blog... U do your own la...), anyway back to the sotry... waktu tu kan I tengah... Pakai seluar balik...

Suddenly my bilik became like a disco... Got strobe light... So after I put back my boxers on... I sacrificed my aquarium light (I used warm light for my aquarium, mind you!) And voila~ My bilik became a hotel punya bilik... I know... I'm not only goodlooking, I'm smart too... Thank you...

Another p/s: Note: High Tide causes craziness to your other head... The other head... The one with brain, on top of ones' neck? Head!

I need Money... More Money... and hehehe...

I am in desperate... need... of... mmmm.... and cash...

That's me holding RM16k at the office... feigning suprise... Ms. Ain Daud showing her materialistic side...

A New Craze...

Mr. Zai Hamzah

Haji Azmi

Mr. Ding

MS. Wan Sofiah

Mr. Zack

Mr. Saroji

Mr. Awe Brahim

Mr. Zaki

Mr. Shahir Danian

Ms. Suriati (Juon)

Ms. Shuhaini daud

Mr. Riduan

Mr. Che Khairun

Ms. Halina

Mr. AA

Ms. Mirinda Malini Makenthiran

Ms. Siti Mohani

Kak Lynn Anim

Ms. Jordin Sparks (Madonna John )

Yeap. I am now obsessed in taking picture of my friends holding their phone so I can use as thumbnail for my phone... I need to get a life, quick!

I think I've found a new hobby for this year.... No use to explain... I'll post them instead...

Half a year of being Together

Baby, I know that in real life,

I will never get the chance to say this to you...

Either I'll be too shy,

Or you'll be too busy...

Anyway I just want to tell you...

How colorful my life is,

With you at my side...

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

I love you,

Hope you love me too...

(This is where you'll say... "Galak!")

Ngeee...

And to push in the desired effect(s) of my short candid poem... A video of my favorite song to you...

And of course.. To all of you... It's in Romanian... So I'll attach together a translation of the lyric...

Enjoy...

Dragostea Din Tei (English Version)

by O-Zone
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha

Hello, Salute, it’s me, your Duke
And I made something that’s real
To show you how I feel
Hello, Hello, it’s me Picasso
I will paint my words of love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Whoa I whoa I aaa
Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

I sold my strings, my songs, and dreams
And I bought some paints to match the colors of my love

Hello, Hello, it’s me again, Picasso
I will spray my words of my love
With your name on every wall

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Whoa I whoa I aaa
Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Hey, little lover stay
Or all my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha
Ma-Ya-Hi
Ma-Ya-Hu
Ma-Ya-Ho
Ma-Ya-Ha Ha

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Whoa I whoa I aaa
Whoa I whoa I whoa I aaa
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

When you leave my colors fade to gray
Hey, little lover stay
Or all my colors fade away
Every word of love I used to say
Now I paint it everyday

Few Minutes Before Midnight

Had a sleepless night last night... Suffering throughout the day...



I demam siot... Badan rasa cam kena pukul... Muka panas, mata panas... had a bad case of the Princess Diarrhea... Lost of appetite (ngade!), teringin nak makan nasik panas-panas ngan semangkuk Masak Asam Pedas Kacang Bendi macam Mak masak (minus the ikang... I tak makang Ikang! My mom knows...)

Still kena kaco through henpon... Seminggu into the new year... Laku gak aku... Hahaha...

Anyway... I just wanna say this... Aku merinduimu... Ding! Dong!

Balik la cepat... I demam ni (ish... ngade tol)... I know my sayangku kalo dia dengar I merengek2 manja camni, sure dia akan cakap.... "Gatai!" or "Galak!"... Then I'll go "Olo... I gatai/galak ngan you je... Lagi pun I gatai/galak dalam dose yang dibenarkan je..." (Ngeee...) Then dia pulak akan roll dia punya eyes... Lepas tu kan... lepas tu kan... Dia akan cepat2 tukar topik... Hehehe... I am so so so so in love... Dengan dia je...

Here's a pix at my favorite spot at my office... We'll call this place "The Tangga Belakang" starting from today.

Muka orang tak cukup tido/demam tengah isap lokok (AMARAN KERAJAAN MALAYSIA: MEROKOK MEMBAHAYAKAN KESIHATAN (DAN IANYA AKAN MENYEBABKAN PENURUNAN DALAM KESUBURAN)... )

P/S: Comel kan I?

New Phone... Not So new...

Hmmm... Temptations... Temptations... this new year is full of it... Three days into the new year and I've succumbed to one (well, quite a few... But dont feel like sharing)...

One funny thing happened to me earlier today... i went out to pay my internet and electricity bills... Being clumsy as I am... I stappled both the phone bills and the electric bill together, in case I dropped them in the middle of the road...

Then I went to the bank... Then I walked two blocks to the TM Shop to pay my internet and phone bills. Seperti biasa... Chit chat with the TM staff... I dont mind people asking me questions like "You ke yang dating dengan that super hot someone ?" or "How's (insert celebrity name here) been doing?" tapi ini dia tanya aku "Dah kahwin ke belum?" SIAO! Lepas bayor bill aku jalan ke kereta and drove to....

Drove like bodo2 to TNB. I got there... took my number and waited for my turn... Only to have the girl senyum kambeng at me saying...

"Abang... Bill ni dah bayar..."

I was like "Oh... Mungkin mamat kat TM office tu terkoyak my bills... How much do i need to pay?"

Then the girl looked at me one kind and said "Dia dah kira sekali kat kedai TM tu..."

I pulak dah termalu, then i said "Oh, ya ka? Saya tak tau pulak yang kat kedai TM tu bley bayo bill api... Eh... Malunye..."

SIAO! At least I made the counter girls' day by making her laugh... Charity tu...

This year is going to be swell...

Me and Mr. Ashraff went makan Beryani kat area Langkawi Mall... Had Chicken Beryani+Palak Panner+Mango Lassi+ Juice... The total= RM26++ for 2 persons makan... cheap kan? Due to my pristine public-relation skills... I dapat 50% off... Muahaha...

Then malam me and Ms. Mirinda went for Delifrance jetty Point... Had Egg Devine Sandwich+ Soup+Salad, while Ms. Mirinda had Chicken Lasagna (She wanted to feel like Garfield tonite), then we shared the Delifrance Signature Bread Pudding with Ice cream (which is basically bengkang roti boh kismis ngan eskrem)...

Jumpak plak Ms. Sufina ngan her Dad... Selamba dog je yours truly pi salam ngan subang ganaz kat tinga dua2 belah lain with her dad... Sure abah dia cancel my name from potential menantu list... Hahaha...

Anyway, Ms. Sufina forwarded me a video of a (suspected) underaged student... Very "talented" girl... Full of "potential"...

Budak2 zaman skarang...

I mean people have been having sex since there were people... Tapi yang sekarang ni hangat diperkatakan dan makin berleluasa is because almost everyone ada camera phone...

Dulu berapa kerat sangat orang ada video camera kan? lagi pun kalo tgh bernafsu a.k.a. in the mood, tiba2 boyfren ato girlfren pegang video cam tak ke nervous yang sorang lagi tu kan?

At least kalo pegang henpon tu takde la rasa cimon sangat kan(cimon means gabra kot... Mr. Firdaus my best friend kat SP selalu pakai perkataan tu)?....

Oh, before I stop typing... I bought another handphone... Nokia N70. I know it's an old model... Punya pasal aku la aku nak beli HP apa pun... aku pakai duit sendiri... Bleh camtu?

Dan bagi merasmikan my handphone baru/lama/baru... Pix...

Cik Mirinda Malini dalam keadaan kandid sedang mereply mesej bawah meja...

Cik Sufina Halim dengan "gaya tak tau nak cakap gaya apa" sedang mempromosikan jadual konti bulan Januari 2008 mini dibelakang tag kerjanya. Tak mandi dari pagi beb... Muahaha...

Oleh kerana kalian takmo pose lawa2... Aku pakai je gambo tak ready korang sebagai thumbnail bila korang tipon aku... naik ler gambo ni kat henpon aku... Punya pasal aku la... Henpon aku... Aku nak buat ape pun....

Huah huah huah... I am so jaghat!

First Day of a New Year...

Waaa... It feels like just yesterday we celebrated the coming of 2007... Now it's 2008... Waaaa.... Another year gone by... Umur meningkat... So for people like me... I'm aging gracefully... Too tired to post... I'll add more later...

This is the "add more later" part...

I think the year 2008 started out great... Was tired ushering it in... Now it's in...

I woke up late late today... Woke up to the sound of the phone ringing, picked up but couldn't remember what I said or who called... That's me... Muahaha... Fast forward to the best part... Sayangku demam (olololo... ciannye dia)... Datang umah buat manja2... I masak moi sup daging

Amylea and yours truly having pre-new year celebration dinner... Makan like gila... Paid like RM50 only... feels like stealing pulak...

Andaman Poolside New Year Party Pix... And Vid...

Ms. Mirinda (Mel the Diva) looking for victim(s)

The Strollers who refused to stroll...

In the middle of the jungle... As the sun sets... The predators comes out to makan at the buffet line... Just pay RM400++ and enjoy the show...

Me and Ms. Dwi...

As for me... last year brought many memories...

Some of them worth remembering...

Some I dont want to remember, though I should remember them as a lesson in life.

I have my space, my friends, my office mates, the people I know, the people who knows me, people I hate, people who hates me, my enemies, my family (although I haven't seen them throughout 2007, I know that they know that I always think of them)...

And I met someone who love me (in that persons' own way), we fought, we made up, we fought again, we adepted to each others' differences. We tolerated each others' flaw (at times by throwing stuff at one another- but hey, that's the way love goes)...

So all that I can say for 2007 is... We've survived... We've survived... Muahaha...

It was a party in the middle of a jungle... Happy New Year everyone(hangover-recovery)!

This year, hopefully will bring better results in whatever it is we're trying to do... More good stuffs, less bad stuff, please!

And another thingy... This is something for that someone... You know who you are... I could never give you up...

Warning: This File can Make You Lose Your Mind and Fall in Love with the Singer, who is sadly (for you) is already ATTACHED!

Last Day of the Year...

So what's the big deal?

Lots.

There'll celebrations and parties all around the world, there's the Year End Sales and not forgetting the Year End Stress! Which of course badly affects me... I'll give some example...

Car broke down, marka merajuk, marka pujuk, marka merajuk balik, marka buat2 as if nothing happened, marka jadik manja2, marka this marka that.

Kerja macam orang gila, car broke down again, car masuk workshop, car punya part mahal siot, gaji lom masuk, gaji masuk dah, in desperate need of tender loving care, in desperate need of tender loving care by someone, dont care anyone but in desperate need in tender loving care, in desperate need of that certain someone again.

Tired, bored, stressed out, indigestion, insomnia, addicted to caffein, addicted to ciggies, confused, in love, not in love, in love again...

Marka going for a holiday next year, dont wanna tell where and with who... I cannot go...

Single, attached, single again, attached again...

This happened during the last week of the year 2007.

Next year, during this time, I'll be away doing things I wanna do...

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!

Shitty Friday...

Car broke down (overheating and when I stopped the car, couldn't get it to start)...

Left the phone inside the car, when I went for dinner with the other car, when I got back, got 5 missed calls and three text messages (another reason for that person to pick a fight)....

Gaji masuk lagi, friends who borrowed money from moi didn't pick up the phone (cannot repair the car, cannot even afford the tow truck)...

That someone doesn't pick up the phone, due to last night incident (great, just great)...

Received a phone call from that someone (kena marah... Malas nak layan doh)...

Received a call from Ms. Sufina... My quesheet for todays' View Points not in the file... She got bambooed by the Boss.

Five minutes later, received a text message from the Boss (kena lagi)... Tried to explain through SMS, but explaination through SMS sucks... Was misunderstood which made matters worst.

Tengah makan nasik, terus rasa kenyang... Buang seperiuk nasik of nasik...

Wgat else could go wrong?

It's only 1641hrs... I'm going back to bed...

1650hrs... The phone rang... Mr. Fairuzs' sister was admitted to the hospital (again), that means kena ganti konti dia lagi... Fine! More money for me.

Since I'm holding the phone, might as well...

(1) Call Miss Sufina to know more about the missing queshit (quesheet) mystery and also to ask her for a switch for tomorrows' duty- she agreed.

(2) Call Ms. Husner (The Boss) to ask her opinion on switching duties .

(3) Call Ms. Zaleha to confirm and see if she remembered me entering her room and putting the queshit into the file infront of her (which of course she remembers).

(4) Call the Boss to confirm about tomorrows' duty and of course before hanging up, letting her know that I've put the quesheet in the file and Ms. Zaleha is my witness...

May the one who sabotaged me (if he's a guy) loses his dick, like it just turns black and dropped off or if it was a girl, she'll sprout a teeny, tiny dick where her clitoris is (and the dick will be bright bright pink about the size of my pinkie finger!) Amen...

So the song of the moment... Fat Cat by Boy George.

Boy George Fat Cat Lyrics

Another song of woe

Woe sounds like this



You say nothing's changed, where were you when my world

Was spinning into masquerade

You claim it's just a question of mathematics

I shut the door on your amateur dramatics



Then you think too much

And you talk too much, vicariously

Yeah you think too much

And you talk too much

Every word is substance free



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose



And you hurt yourself



You say I'm deranged, I'll admit to being strange

But I just can't stop loving you

If the light in your eyes

Addiction came as a surprise

Didn't think I'd be so into you



Then you think too much

And you talk too much, so carelessly

Yeah you think too much

And you talk too much

Every word is substance free



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last, the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose



You're the dirt on my collar

You're the hole in my favourite shoe

You're the last dying breath of love

You're the weight that I need to lose

Bamia oh Bamia

After a long idle life... My stove finally smoke (direct translation from akhirnya dapurku berasap....)

Did nothing today. Woke up late. Slept again in the afternoon. Woke up again feeling stupid. had more coffee. Went shopping alone. Kena ngorat ngan promoter. Laki plak tu. Beli mamam, tapi tak mamam pun. Cook. Didn't eat until now. Smoke like mad.

HP asik munyi je. Orang pujuk. But menurut JAKIM, cerai SMS tak sah, so I buat kesimpulan... Pujuk SMS pun tak sah la.

One thing that I hate the most among many thing is being lied to. Seriously, benci tol. Enough said.

I'm still in love. which is a good thing. The question is, why do I feel bad? Anyway... here's a pix of sebelanga of Bamia. Makan ngan roti sodap... Makan ngan kentang bakar pun sodap... Makan ngan pasta pun sodap... Kalo me yang masak... memang sodap la....

I Spoke too Soon...

Ok... Imagine this...



To make it easier for you to imagine, if you're a girl, your lover would be a guy, vice versa if you're a guy, but hey it's a modern world, and I am gay & lesbian friendly guy (but if you can avoid from doing something "bad" in the eye of the society, dont do it!) so go ahead and pick anyone gender that you like... Whatever floats your boat honey! "He/she" thingy is just to make it easier for you to imagine. To visualise what i'm feeling at the moment.



You just finished work and your lover texted you saying that he/she wanted to stop by your place to do laundry. Wouldn't you be happy?



After doing laundry, you chatted, his/her head on your shoulder, your hands playing with his/her hair, then he/she said he/she had to go to meet his/her boss. You dont want him/her to go but you have to right? Because he/she's going to meet his/her boss.



Then let's just say after approx. 1 hour suddenly you have a bad feeling and then he/she texted you saying that he/she is already at his/her house, not feeling well, maybe headache, maybe tummyache, will you go out in the middle of the night to see him/her? Of course you'll definetely stop by the store to pick up something (definetely not condoms) right?



So you arrived there and you still getting bad vibes, will you get out of the car and proceed to his/her door or just start the car go back home?



Then when you reached his/her door and he/she tells you that he/she can't open the door because his/her friends are with him/her, inside the house, he/she dont want them to see you there and that he/she can't open the door, will you be suspicious?



Then when you texted and call this person, he/she didn't pick up the phone, didn't reply your sms while you're standing infront of his/her door, wouldn't you be more suspicious?



Let's just say, you stood there for 10 minutes, while still trying to call him/her and your phones' battery about to die on you... Wouldn't you try and hear what's happening inside his/her house?

Will you check the carpark for his/her car?



What will you do if his/her parking space is empty? Will you stay? Or go home right away?



And what if suddenly your phone rang and it was him/her, accidentally dialled your number. You can hear loud loud music playing, obviously him/her not at home, but having fun else where, how'd you feel? I know you should be happy, your lover is having a great time.... But remember the sms (tummyache, about to go to bed, friends at home, the lies)?



What if you kept on trying to call but he/she is not picking up, while you wait inside your car and and six hours later (give or take a few minutes) he/she arrived with his/her friends... Will you text him/her saying "I'm still infront of your house", then call him/her after your text message got no reply? Remember that this is the person who you really love... And you just posted about being so in love and how you belong to him/her in your previous post... How would you feel?



Am I entitled to be pissed? Yes, I am.

The problem is (just to qoute a friend I haven't seen in a very long time)... I'm still in love with this person.



Just to humour myself...



I'll post this pix I've been working on last night before I went down and got in my car, before the six hours wait, before I realised, I've been lied to... The pix's fake, so is everything else.




Me and Ms. Caprina looking Caprilicious.... He's a doll rite? Hahahaha... I am sooo soooo sooo soooo baaaaadddd.....

We Wish You a Merry Christmas x 4 and a Happy New Year

Went all haha, huhu and gaga at the office today... Walked bare footed all over the office... Annoyed everyone and everyone turned green in envy looking at that elf hat! I love it!

Pix!

V

That's me (cool looking elf with an attitude and cool shades- RM9.90 @ Asiawalk)and Mr. Capri (wearing a shrek head-band courtesy of McDs' Langkawi) posing ala2 comel... Comel kan?

Another one! (Dang... Mr. Capri scarily looking like Ms. Capri!) kononnya jelita la tu... Ms. Sufina ngan mr. Shahir Danian buat lagu... Jangan Pisahkan... (Huang Kajo tol!)

I think for a (almost) 30 year old, I kinda sorta look cute, huggable, lovable, huggable (again), looking like a sweet little kitten asking to be love... Like... Love me... Love me... Love me... Take me home so I can mess up your living room and go all poopie on your sofa... Muahaha....



Hehehe... Had a heart to heart, head to shoulder talk with my sayangku just now...

It was sweet, bould've been sweeter... But oklah... At least got taste rather than no taste and no "tasting" at all... I did a brave thing by letting My Sayangku read this blog... hmmm...

To My Sayangku... I'm totally yours...

Music for the Moment...

I dont know why, but I have this song in my mind lately... it's Atilia with Sangkar...



p/s: I think the running in the forest part should be taken out... It's the weakest part of this music video... And oh... She said she's not naked during the water terjun scenes... She's wearing a two piece bikini suit in same color as her skin to give the impression that she is naked (might as well shave her pubic hair and put flesh colored round plaster tapes on the nipples and belly-button) Hehehe....

When You Want... You Cant Get....

Another point and shoot pix... I'll call this one... "Lain kali bayar bil elektrik tepat pada waktu...Jangan sampai TNB potong karan time2 dekat nak raya... Kan dah dok dalam gelap...."

p/s: I bayar bil on time aaa... Elektrik rumah I tak kena potong...

Tu I tangkap gambo lam bilik diterangi cahaya lampu "Salt Lamp" I... Muahaha.... P

enat gila babas... Sok cuti... Yeah yeah... sok cuti... Cuti... But still have to standby to do a rehearsal for HM Aerospace... Adei... But OK la... Demi wang ringgit... Biarlah naik tangga opis pun rasa cam nak terkeluar kepala lutut... Takpe... Janji duit masuk...

Anyway... What did I do today... Abes keja je teros gi tunjuk muka kat Xena... She's here in Langkawi with her models... Doing a show... Her words: Moved to Penang la... I need male models... (HUH? Populasi male models kat Penang dah jatuh merudum ke tiba2 ajak aku gi Penang tu?)

Lepas tu mamam McDs'. Mula2 sorang... Then satu member (actually tak kenal pun) datang lepak... Bawak Jaguar green karer (actually, my neighbour la... Penah tgk tapi tak penah cakap).

Me sorang... He oso sorang... So dok satu meja aaa... Ada gak benda nak sembang... Sembang, punya sembang... Dia penah booking keta cam aku nyer keta plaks... tahun 1996... keta vover (bila sebut rover sambil kunyah spicy chicken mc deluxe... camtu la jadi nye)... Ampes tol... Tak makan tua siot org tua tu... Aku tawun 96 still dok main longkang (still do till this day, but nowdays main longkang pun with class aaa...)...

So abes je melantak breakfast, lunch, dinner (supposedly), balik opis buat recording... Mluat tol this kempen pilihanraya thingy... Menyusahkan idup aku tol!

Ok la... Malas nak type panjang2... Nak kena tido awal... Esok nak mangun awal, nak kemas umah, basuh baju, buang sampah, mop lantai, kemas balkoni depan belakang... Cuti pun cam tak cuti la... Ampes...

Aidil Adha... Post Celebration Pending

Did something crazy at the office earlier on... Can't help myself... What to do? I'm bored... No... I'm bored and I'm tired... Got the Ms. B (My Boss la) in the studio with me... She agreed for an interview... Then called Mr. amin Carlos in KL for a quick interview... Abis keja, "menery" (menerai) kasut Ms. Sufina... She plak pakai kasut Mr. AA... So the result...

Pix!



Question: Can guess or not whose kaki in which shoes?



Answer: Hehehehe... Today... I geli tgk kaki I sendiri in that shiny shiny high-heels... Geli siot...

Anyway, after work, Ms. Piena and yours truly gi cari Laksa... Of all the makan thing... Pusing punya pusing... No Laksa!

We went to Syooks' I makan Grill Chicken with BBQ sauce with nasik putih... She ordered Tempura Udon soup thingy...

We contributed to the English language by inventing a new word : RE-ORDERABLE meaning that the dish is sedap enough to be ordered next time...

OTW home, my sayangku plaks called... Been talking about that handphone for so long... What the heck... Beli je... Dah beli... So now nomore merengek-merengek about wanting a new handphone, I hope...

Memang la penat keja cari duit.... tapi after I bought that henpon... the look on dia punya muka... Fuhhh... It's worth it...

Love the one you love... Peace... World peace... Nak mandi doh... badan bau cam bangkai hamster yang dibiarkan ditempat lembab selama seminggu... Ngeeee....

Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha...

Hehehe... Tired giler today...

I've been really really bad... Call me dad to speak with me mom but she's not around... Went to work... Worked!

Then did some translation job, recording stuff etc... Went back with the top of the car down... Bawak keta cam hantu... Went to Starbux Jetty Point to get a venti-sized ice Blended Choc Cream Chip with whipped-cream...

Bawak keta cam hantu balik umah... One hand got ciggy, one hand clutching my venti-sized ice Blended Choc Cream Chip with whipped-cream...

This is the lawak part... I stripped off my baju melayu merah ang ang the moment i closed the door... By the time i reached my living room, I'm wearing my super-sexy black undies with matching black singlet...

Called my sayangku, at the same time my handphone rang- my dad called. Aiyo potong stim betul la...

Talked to both house phone and handphone at the same time. I said, "aaa... ada incoming call... kejap lagi org tipon balik..." Hung-up both handphone and the house phone at the same time... Pikir kejap nak tipon sapa dulu....

Then I decided to call my sayangku for a while... We had the steamiest phone sex session (yeah right!) Lawak je... Cakap2 biasa je...

Then called my parents... was on the phone for almost an hour... Ok la... Tak balik kampung for a year liao... Missed my parents.

Now updating my blog... Later wanna mandi and go to bed early... Penat sial...

Anyway... pre-new year jitters is back with the new year just around the corner...

I'm starting to hears that echoey echoey little voice not unlike my own asking me questions like- What have i achieved this year?/What bad aspect of my life that i managed to get rid off? /What do I want for next year?

And the scariest question being- Do I really want to get married next year?

The second scariest question will be- How much money i earned throughout 2007 and how much money did I managed to save?

Gasps... Chokes... Turns blue...

Time to learn how to tie a real noose with a real rope, neckties are for pussies!

Btw, here's a video of one of my favorite song...

It's called No Mans' Woman (I'm a No Womans' Man!)



p/s: i remembered seeing this video way way back in the late nineties... I love Sinead o'Connor enough to recognize her voice after hearing five seconds of her voice... I love the music video, she's beautiful in it... I remembered saying to my sister... "Tengok tu... sinead O'Connor ni cantik aaa... Rambut dia dah panjang..." (That's the moment she pulled off her wig... hehehe... Me and my sister bergolek-golek gelak depan TV... Dang!)

p/s 2: (ala2 ps2 the playstation la pulok) I think for next year I'll live by this motto: My car, my life, my dick, my business...

Whatever I said...

So the story ended with... He lived miserably ever after...

Then the sequel started with a recap of what happened in the first movie... It was all a bad dream.

Hehehe....

p/s: That's me still not in my right mind... Smoking at the offices' back stair... Got that Altantuya/Paris Hilton Gucci Shades for only RM15, Baju is RM29.90, New Earring RM23.90, Jeans RM29.90, No underwear... Muahahaha.... Anyway, Something that stroked my fancy....

Umbrella... ella... ella... ella... eh, eh, eh....

I'll Remember Today

It's funny how some people can sleep at night after breaking someone elses' heart.

Alive but...

I received a text message earlier... A disturbing one...

But before I go into the text message, lemme tell you what happened about an hour before my phone goes off beeping incoming message...

I showered (as usual...
I tend to get emotional in the bathroom, So it was a long bath) and thought to myself, a big mug of coffee with something extra (dont ask!) might do me good.

But then I realised I'm out of creamer...

So I went out and drove to the shop...
That's the time when my phone goes off amidst the blaring speaker playing david Ushers' Black Black Heart and the air was thick with ciggy smoke.

It reads:
U, I just broke up. I really need some one to talk to. I think I'm going to hurt myself.

Poor soul.

Lemme rephrase that... Damn stupid bastard, I TOLD U SO...

As if I dont have my own problems to think about, believe me... I have enough. More than I can handle.

There...
So I threw my phone inside the car, went out and bought my creamer and I also bought summore coffee, although I had bought a pack recently, but it's just so annoying to feel like having coffee with creamer and lots of sugar and suddenly realising that you're out of either sugar, or coffee or creamer.

Anyway after buying the creamer, I got into my car, started the engine and drove.

I was lost in my train of thoughts when I realised... I was already at the dark, dark road behind the airport.

Scary.

I didn't even remember driving that far.
So I turned around and drove back to Kuah. Here's the best part. I remembered driving home and reaching Kuah. But then I realised I passed the junction to my house and suddenly I'm at the Jetty Point!

Twice in one night.

So anyway, the moral behind this story is that... There is no moral in life... It's just people trying to fit into what most people think is right.

And for some people, they just dont care. They dont care what they say or do is hurting other people in a bad bad way.

Wounded skin dries up, heals, maybe leaving a scar.
And you'd ask me... "Do I look like I care?"

The truth is, you did look like you cared, but you didn't care at all.
I fell for it.
Thank you.
Now I know.

As our starsign said- the most unlikely union... One of you might just go out to the store and never come back...

One of these days, you'll get back what you gave.

Do I look like I care?

I'll Be Alright...

I'll Be Alright : Anggun

Tell me is it worth the pain
When our pride plays the wrong game
Blinded by suspicious mind
Thought u could read my heart and cross the line

In everything u see
Keep everything back me

Though my broken heart,
tear my dreams apart
I'll be alright
I'll be alright
Just a broken heart,
not a word to fight
I'll be alright
I'll be alright

Deep that bad taste in your mouth
Half your truth stay on your side
Unleash all your demons free
They've been hiding
All that u've refused to see
Take everything back me

Though my broken heart,
tear my dreams apart
I'll be alright
I'll be alright
Just a broken heart,
not a word to fight
I'll be alrightI'll be alright

Obvious inside
I'll be alright

Through the years,
many tearsI have wasted
I've moved on, moving on

Can't erase
can't replaced
What I've tasted
Life's goes on,
an on...

p/s: I am in my self destruct mode. Spiralling downward in accelerating speed. Gaining momentum, looking forward to hit the bottom.

Post LIMA2007 Jitters... Enam2007

Yesterday I went to Pantai Pasir Tengkorak.


Alone. No plans. Just start the car and drove there.


With the top open and my Paris Hilton shades (locally known as spek mata Altantuya).


Maybe I was bored. Maybe I am boring. I bore mkyself to death.


That's nothing new.


I am known to get bored easily. It's like when I'm paying attention to something, it'll be like it/he/she is the centre of the world but then when the darkness of boredom descends... Hehehe... Mati la ko kat situ...


Anyway, back to my unplanned trip, I thought I would be alone there, but there are still leftover tourists hanging out there. I met Ms. Suriati and her BF with Ms. Wan (Anggun look-a-like but sleeker, less curvy) from KL. She's cool.


Went makan (well actually melantak gila babas) at DJ Sham Beach Corner. I think I made people nervous as the waitress actually spilled, no, poured a whole glass of Kopi Ais onto my laps. Dang! Anyway, we tried those Nasi Ayam Thai (Yellow spiced rice with chicken), then shared Nasi Goreng Belacan (that got A+ for presentation, B for Taste- Maybe because we kenyang already). Ms. Suriati belanja! Muahaha... Makan pree hehehe!


Anyway, long story short (too late!)... PIX!

Some of the more interesting LIMA2007 pix...

I'll call this "Dead, Deader, Dumb and Uninteresting".

Dead (the red soft coral thingy that looks like fern frond), Deader (that cockle shell), Dumb and Uninteresting (the concrete block)...

Gloomy day adding reminding me, no matter how bleak my day is, there's always some ugly kid, unattended by his parents, playing sand somewhere...

(I know I'm not making any sense, but great poets always do this, to sound poetic).

Me trying to be artistic with my point and shoot camera.

I'll call this one "Woody, Stoney and Sandy".

Some kind of wild Hoya sp. I saw flower stalks but no flower.

Some moss and a tree with serious skin condition, accordring to Ms. Suriati, the locals call this Pokok Gelam. There are 2 versions, one red as shown above, the other one is pink and fragrant (must be one of those feminine tree!)

Finally... It ended... Now the pesky local tourists can leave...

They say you cant say anything bad about your guest. We've been having lots and lots of people in Langkawi nowdays for LIMA2007. Now that LIMA2007 has ended, they can stop jamming our traffic, crowding our favorite makan haunts, stop making such a long line at the gas station, stop dragging their pesky children to cross the road, the children are hideous! They can get lost, good. (I am not saying anything bad as I end my last statement with "good", right?)

Here's some pix of LIMA2007. Lesson learned.

Hope to see you outside of Langkawi in 2009.

Abang Jan (McJan) and Me with Kereta Kebal (Kebal... Not Kabel... Lain tu)

I saw this Dragonfly... Damn huge... Damn noisy too

LIMA2007 ended with a success, behind the scene, well that's a different story...

Here is an artistic redention of how I felt...

A pix of my own shadow on the hot blazing tarmac. Note that the yellow line is my patience limit...

Dangerously tested.

Horror Serkup.... Yeah Rite...

ZODIAC SIGNS

Once you have read this thread, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions.

Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line.

This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning and it only gets worse from there.



ARIES - The Liar
Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. 16 years of bad luck if you do not forward. (Hmm... No wonder my past loves were mostly Arians...)

TAURUS - The Tramp
Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth! 15 years of bad luck if you do not forward. (I used to date a Taurean too)

GEMINI - Irresistible
Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners Very Good in the you know where... Lover not a fighter, but will still knock you out. Trustworthy. Always happy. Loud. Talkative. Outgoing VERY FORGIVING. Loves to make out. Has a beautiful smile. Generous. Strong. THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE. 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

(Hehehe... Hahaha... Hihihi... Sat, nak komen...
Nice(???!!!).

Love is one of a kind (More like 1 kind for each lovers, usually simultaenously).

Great listeners (Oooo... you mean they're great in preteding that they are listening...)

Very Good in the you know where (Yes! Yes! Yes! Oh YES!!!)...

Lover not a fighter (the tongue is mightier than the sword, a real sword!), but will still knock you out (with insults and accusations).

Trustworthy(totally unreliable... If he/she goes out to buy something on Sunday, dont expect them to come back until the next Saturday, learn to live with that, and you'll be OK).

Always happy (in public, if he/she lives with you, you'll understand what I'm talking about).

Loud (Nope... No moaning, no huffing/puffing).

Talkative (if he/she not making fun of you, then maybe he/she making fun of someone else, or maybe complaining about work, then continue complaining about body aches, then complaining about you not listening to what he/she is complaining about...).

Outgoing (with other people)

VERY FORGIVING (after you've pleaded, begged, cried your heart out, after seven working days).

Loves to make out (mine's must be defective... Always trying to avoid IT using lame excuses...).

Has a beautiful smile (TRUE).

Generous (errr? You mean when they go shopping for themselves?).

Strong (YEAP).

THE MOST IRRESISTIBLE (I'm dumbfounded in a good way). 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward. )

p/s: I'm dating 1 at the moment.

CANCER - The Cutie

MOST AMAZING KISSER.

Very high appeal.

Love is one of a kind.

Very romantic.

Most caring person you will ever meet!

Entirely creative.

Extremely random (random as in not in anyway reffering to random sexually) and proud of it.

Freak.

Spontaneous.

Great telling stories.

Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it.

Someone you should hold on to. (This worth repeating a few times more... Someone you should hold on to. Someone you should hold on to. Someone you should hold on to. )

12 years of bad luck if you do not forward. (The person who did this study and wrote this is a REAL genius!)

LEO - The Lion
Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

VIRGO - The One That Waits
Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

LIBRA - The Lame One
Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However, not the kind of person you want to mess with.. you might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SCORPIO - The Addict
EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke Very Good sense of humour. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

SAGITTARIUS - The Promiscuous One
Spontaneous. High appeal. Rare to find. Great when found. Loves being in long relationships. So much love to give. Not one to mess with. Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in the you know where..!!! Not the kind of person you want to mess with- you might end up crying. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Predict future. Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to own Gemini's in sports. Extremely fun. Loves to joke. Smart. 24 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water
Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out. 2 years of bad luck if you do not forward

PISCES - The Partner For Life
Caring and kind. Smart. Centre of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humour!!! Thoughtful. Always lets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet 5 years of bad luck if you do not forward.

Five Months of Pure Ecstacy and Some Torture

It's the fifth month of my relationship/relationshit with A. We didn't really say it when it all began and now it feels like the end as we're both so very extremely busy with our carreer... Right! Such a lame excuse...

Anyway, latest update on my life... I cleaned the house. Bought a coffee table for two (now am storing away the other chair as I don't think I'll be needing it), bought 2 bedside lamps with bedside tables, bought a huge mirror, called maids to clean the house and just now, I bought myself a new wallet and a painters' set to keep me busy- just living a normal guys' life.

My pc broke down.

My love life is falling apart but that's nothing new. You win some, you lose some.

I sent my pc to the shop and they recovered all my old old files. That's the winning part... Anyway, nothing new. I can't imagine living for a thousand years like this. Too static. Am going crazy.

As I said earlier on, when it all began we didn't actually say "relationship starts now", so I guess it doesn't matter if there's still something, if anything left to save. i'm not holding on, I'm not letting go. I think I'll just let it be.

Song for the moment: Roxettes' The Sweet Hello and Sad Goodbye.

Red like fire was the day i met you.

I tell you now, there are no regrets.

In this room there are many memories.

Some are good, some i try to forget.

I thought we were the chosen ones,

Who were supposed to fly.



We're very much the same, you and i.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Still waiting to get hurt, time after time.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

When love lies in our hands, we seem to run and hide.

And i can't help but wonder why.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.



My heart was like a runaway train, babe.

I don't believe i've ever felt more alive.

In this room i hear voices linger.

We never talked about the price.

You know you're not the only one,

Who knows how to cry.



We're very much the same, you and i.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Still waiting to get hurt, time after time.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

When love lies in our hands, we run away and hide.

And i can't help but wonder why.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.



We're very much the same, you and i.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Still waiting to get hurt, time after time.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

When love lies in our hands, we run away and hide.

And i can't help but wonder why.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

Goodbye.



The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.

The sweet hello, the sad goodbye.